LIFE IS NOT EASY!!!

Ardy a month din upload my blog.Is busy or lazy?
Actually is busy + lazy.
There have been allot of occurence during this month.

10 MARCH,i passed my car test.Wow~ was a happy things n needed 2 celebrate.
12 MARCh,SPM result coming out.OMG~ Jux gt 2 As n no enough 5 credit.After taking result thatday,i still felt happy cuz gt 2As n celebrate wif my frens at SW n having our dinner at KEPONG.
I still dunno hw serious if i din gt 5 credit n d most grave i gt 7D in my english paper.

I wan go UTAR... CNT !!! UCSI,CNT !!!
Then finally choose SEGI.
Haiz...SEGI....actually is that a great UNIVERSITY COLLEGE? i cnt approve it,although i ardy start my school on MARCH.

I jux noe their manage affair r damn LOW n SLOW!!!!My secondary schl IDEAL HEIGHTS r better then it 100 *BEI*....

Last Thursday i ardy changed my course 2 MARKETING. But until 2day,record on computer stilll din change yt.I cnt gt my student pass, apply PTPTN loan n bla bla bla once d computer record din change 2 MARKETING....ANGRY!!! Cuz of no student pass,i cnt enter library,IT room n all d facilities there.

If d reader now is my best frens,old frens or closer frens,sure will weird y i choose MARKETING ? Y not MASS COMM ??

Since standard 6, i ardy thinking of taking MASS COMM. I like 2 take part of speech competition,nowdr is mandarin,malay or english on my primary school life.
After when 2 secondry school,I din take part of any competition,except mandarin speech n poem cmpttion.

Form 3,all my frens started thinking wat course they wan 2 took...wat course more suit 4 them..
4 me,i decided 2 take MASS COMM aso.Most of my fren agree it n sum of them advised me 2 think clearly cuz they noe MASS COMM r not easy 2 study n not really will gt a nice future.
Actually i more prefer 4 d Broadcaster,but my parents not allowed.Then finally i choose PR.

Betwn tis 3 years, from FORM 3 to FORM 5,my parents keep asking me whether i really wan MASS COMM ?? They really hope i cn change course.Bt my decision still MASS COMM .

Haiz...at d end, when i started my first class on MASS COMM last week,i ardy thinking m i really suits? Cn i b d most expert in MASS COMM class? Cuz i noe, if i cnt b d most *SHINNING* n *SHINNING* student in MASS COMM,my future will becum darker. LEss chances 2 gt job if i jux d normal MASS COMM student.

My MASS COMM classmate all r talking d THAFF english n writing eesay wif their strong english.I'm tottaly different wif them.I'm sure i cnt b d most TOP student on MASS COMM. They r really suit 4 MASS COMM.But me????

Me????I repeated n repeated asking myself. Finally i gt my answer.I need 2 give up my dream n hope since 12 years old.

Sumtimes,reality is cruel !!!!!

I GIVE UP MASS COMM. SAD~~~~ really SAD!!!!!

Who cn undrstnd it ??

Now,i taking MARKETING.Actualy marketing aso not bad. Hope i cn do my best in this course!!! Try my best 2 love it...

Thanks 2 all my best frens that giving me million support n encourage when i'm confusing n started giving up my MASS COMM. Specially JECCY CHUA...She really giving BILLION of encourage n suppport 2 me.
Linyi,Wienee,Scott,H.Kent,Engyee,JJ,Neo, all giving me support too...Thanks....Love u all !!

Mummy,sorry cuz need u 2 worry bout me although i'm ardy 18 years old.
Thx mummy cuz she is d most love me n care me in d world... LOVE u mummy!!!